Kill Myself

Sounds like the best option right now... Too bad im a coward.

I want to move

Theres nothing for me here. im not close to anyone. i dont have very many friends. i hate this town. i will probably finish high school, but after that im moving to LA. i want to leave... this country. ill go to spain, why not?

I Am Not...

I am not an intellectual nor do i try to make people think im an intellectual.
I am speaking my mind and thats it. Im not trying to be cool, or smart, or deep.

I Am...

I am such an awful person. i feel like crap.
I should live in the forest.

Overview

This blog will be, for the most part, about my faith (or lack of), and how lonely i am/ how much i miss ellie.
Ill try to squeeze other things in too, but thats what i think of most, so thats wwhats coming out the most.

My Girl

One day ill be with her...

Merry Christmas

These days people are missing the true meaning of christmas. Its not about getting presents, we dont need to run around stressing ourselves out. Not as long as we have him, our lord and savior. RAPTOR JESUS KILLS!!!!

fresh

im a blogging virgin
hi internet,
more to come probably...

bye internets
love john