take a step back

take a look around

realize what the fuck just happened

take a deep breathe and think about it

i could either be under thinking or over thinking

it doesn't make sense to me

hey umm...

well never mind goodnight

Dammitdammitdammitdammitdammitdammit

ok better now

not really

i want my car back too

i want a lot of things back

ugh why!

i lost track of the last time i smoked

2? 3 weeks?

i think its a good thing

hey look... its a... umm.....

uhh...

went to bed

went to bed but went back on line but i already said my goodnights so i cant go back to talking

can't believe how strange it is to be anything

at all

^not significant

i wont wait for you but i am here right now

i wont be here for long

you can have me right now and i will eventually love you unconditionally maybe

or you can just not

thats ok

way into they mountain goats i think

i will be in a few days for sure

i think its weird how little we all know

and how little we all care

and how much we care

you know that saying...

you cant take it with you so its not important

thats really true you cant take possessions with you

or people

are you even going anywhere

we cares if you are

everyone does

why should they

they shouldnt

i dont

fuck it

im going along for the ride

Let's

fuck

samurai jack is my best friend

but that isnt saying much because my friends suck

ok why do bands insist on having terrible all girl bands open for them?

arctic monkeys tonight

new album sucks a bit

but they are still awesome

adventuuuuuureee

didn't go to venice

but brendan benson was really good

also the one of the opening bands, rocket, well... the reason they were there was clear

they weren't very good but the singer was fucking hot as hell

erm yeah i mean a very talented all girl punk band

A Whole Lot Better

venice beach, buy some equipment

troubadour, see brendan benson

Yikes

this song makes me almost cry still

almost

fuck song shuffle

The Ice Is Getting Thinner (demo) - Death Cab For Cutie

elaboration of insignificance

There isn't much going on in my life, but it lacks simplicity.

I have people around me, but I'm bored and feel alone.

The need for human interaction and affection is the basis for society and it is what separates us from animals. But how come dogs need human interaction and affection just as much as we do. I need animal interaction as well. She's so damn cute.

I'm trying to look for something but I'm not even sure its there or what it is.

If its anything like fishing then it isn't there or if it is i won't get a chance without taking a risk and wade out in the water.

But most importantly, does this matter? Will I remember anything because chances are i don't see anyone I know again or talk to them either after high school. This photo represents what a memory would look like in physical form. Obscure and overlapping.

This picture i did not make but to me it depicts life on a two dimensional representation.

You are born at the base of the tree and there are tiny lines that make up the tree. The thicker brighter lines are bigger actions and the small light lines are almost insignificant actions. Every action has a reaction and every line leads you to a different path. Usually when you make a wrong turn you can make your way back to where you want to go next. I can't get to where I want to go if I don't know where it is. And I don't know what it is that I want but i will find my way.

There thats it.

well...

it's about time i guess