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and i want to take back everything that i felt for others
that was meant for someone else
and give it back to where it was supposed to be
i didnt notice it though
the other deserves it more

who ever the fuck i am is changing again
im going to either be more cautious
or completely reckless and never get anywhere

the next person who fucks with me
i will have to apologize to
because i will take my anger out on them

taking my anger out on who it is directed to
is not socially acceptable

i need to pollute my body
now

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i just chose what i thought i wanted
instead of what i actually wanted and couldnt have
she remembered the dates
i didnt know
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