elaboration of insignificance

There isn't much going on in my life, but it lacks simplicity.

I have people around me, but I'm bored and feel alone.

The need for human interaction and affection is the basis for society and it is what separates us from animals. But how come dogs need human interaction and affection just as much as we do. I need animal interaction as well. She's so damn cute.

I'm trying to look for something but I'm not even sure its there or what it is.

If its anything like fishing then it isn't there or if it is i won't get a chance without taking a risk and wade out in the water.

But most importantly, does this matter? Will I remember anything because chances are i don't see anyone I know again or talk to them either after high school. This photo represents what a memory would look like in physical form. Obscure and overlapping.

This picture i did not make but to me it depicts life on a two dimensional representation.

You are born at the base of the tree and there are tiny lines that make up the tree. The thicker brighter lines are bigger actions and the small light lines are almost insignificant actions. Every action has a reaction and every line leads you to a different path. Usually when you make a wrong turn you can make your way back to where you want to go next. I can't get to where I want to go if I don't know where it is. And I don't know what it is that I want but i will find my way.

There thats it.