Back To You

Ive been a bad blogger. not keeping up with you. i wish the reason was that i have a life.

im torn between what i think i feel and what i think i should feel.
i should bring up the courage to talk to her about it but i really think i should wait it out and so i know what i think.
gaaahhh! i was almost certain i had it figured out. i was so close too...

eventually ill figure it out. its coming to me i feel it.
so i guess ill never figure anything out

here for you:

taken with Holga 120CFN on 35mm film (nothing i say or do can do her justice, magical)
i kind of admire this telephone pole for staying put as long as it did.
its in a riverbed in camarillo within walking distance from my house.
its mostly dry, very fine sand. but when it rains hard, it floods and it stays put.
theres more to this pole than anyone can understand.
underneath the scorched sand is a sturdy root which must go at least as far down as it goes up.




Taken with Nikon EM (my little Emily)
this is in my back yard. i was sitting there listening to the morning getting wasted.
i noticed a little green weed flourishing from the crack in between two adobe bricks.
i love this shot because at the time em had no battery so her light meter was merely dead weight.
but i just happened to get the exposure perfect.
sort of a 'anti-lomo' event that almost never happens.

well thats all for now.